These few days I've been quite stressed out. And its starting to take a toll on my relationship with poopoo(corey).
People who knows me would also know that I am very temperamental in nature. But corey is like my 'fountain of nonchalency'. Quite a few friends of mine agree that this relationship would be by far my best relationship. Of cos we are judging it base on communication, and not on material wise. Although sometimes I wish he would pamper me a little bit more on material, but again I am happy with how things are right now.
Back to where I was, the thing that is driving me insane is : the father of giselle refuses to sign the papers that are use to apply a passport for giselle. And guess what...
I have bought the air tickets and booked the chalet for giselle's 1st birthday. And if he does not sign it by lastest 14th of november, do you guys know how screwed I am?

1st
if I am to change the date for my tickets for a later date, I would have to pay an extra of $800aud-$1400aud depending on the date.

2nd
The chalet would not refund my payments in full, and if I were to change it to a later date, what meaning is left since the purpose in the first place is to celebrate giselle's precious 1st birthday.

3rd
Do you know how embarass I would be? I have inform everyone I know to come to the party and make sure they attend, how amusing would it be for the organiser to stand them up?

4th
I came to a conclusion that I would forge his signature if he has not sign it by 14th november. Yes I know its illegal, but do you happen to realise how much money is involved? And the importance of my first child's first birthday?! Its going to be the one and only time in my and her whole life. And I would do anything to prevent it from being jeopardise.

5th
I am extremely strap for cash...... yes I am and I am not joking, and not because I want to buy all the things I see like some imbecile.

I pray so hard for the people who owes me $ to return me. I don't want to mention who. I am so stressed out by the passport incident that I have pretty much lost 80% of my sense of humour.

I ask god... why would he plan my life to meet such a chavinist pig. And I think really deep into it, and I realise...
its like for everything I did to my ex and every bad attitude I gave them seem to came back to me 10folds....
And now I truely believed in karma....
And after I got my karma revenge, I got blessed by a poopoo, and you know, it does make a major difference.

1st
I learn to appreciate everything my partner does.

2nd
I learned that to win an arguement is not important, bcos anyways we stil get to taste the sweet smell of make up sex... hahahaha

**2nd one is a lie... I still think its important to win IF I am not in the wrong**

3rd
Talk, talk and talk. Its like the pillar of our relationship. When I am unhappy I talk to him nicely instead of shouting, and amazingly he listens and vice versa. Its amazing how communication can change one's relationship

Okok enough of that...

Now the super exciting news!!!!!

GISELLE GOT HER THIRD TOOTH!!!!!!!!

Its just starting to sprout. And its the top central incisors... how cute... No wonder she has not been sleeping well. I thought it was because I changed her naptimes, well I guess my question is solved.
I will be posting photos of giselle's sprouting tooth and her two full grown bottom central incisors when I get a chance to go on the internet with my laptop.

For the past 2 days, giselle had fell 3 times on her lips, the first time has cause her to bleed a little because her upper lip had a cut from her lower central incisors, its just in between her upper lips n upper insicors. So thank god that its not visible but her upper lip did swell up for the night but it went away the next morning. And the second time she fell, she hit the same spot but only a teeny blood and no swelling. The third time, same spot again, but the bleeding was omg! It filled her little mouth up and was leaking by the corner of her mouth, but it stopped after 2 mins.

She fell when she was crawling, I guess she was too excited to get over to where I was therefore, face planted onto the floor.


Giselle is so active now that every morning when I wake up, I have to search for her, she is either on my sister's matress or under my study desk or in front of my mirror. And if I didn have to search for her, it would be because she is crawling all over me.
Her new found mobility is so cute yet annoying, I can't imagine when she starts walking.... ahahaha

Oh and recently we found out that Giselle is afraid of slippers... but we scare her with it soooo much I think she got immune by it. She ends up grabbing it now...